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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
i'm blood type O+, which is apparently the most common. how depressing.
i'd donate blood (makes you more used to needles in case i have some horrible disease - watching House nonstop has led me to think any other thing is a symptom) but can't, being too skinny.
Type O's are outgoing, and very social. They are initiators, although they don't always finish what they start. Creative and popular, they love to be the center of attention and appear very self confident.
Positive qualities:
Ambitious, Trendsetter, Independent, Loyal, Athletic, Robust, Passionate and Self-confident.
Negative qualities:
Arrogant, Vain, Jealous, Insensitive and Ruthless.
okay that is clearly utter rubbish other than the negative traits but i doubt there are many negative traits i don't have right now.
incidentally, i think everyone's started measuring my sanity/emo levels by seeing how crushingly ruthless my remarks are. right now they're going down to near-usual levels.
i also have a rather bad itchy throat and cough (house at the back of my head: get a strep culture and an mri for brain tumors!). wondering if it's because i walked through a huge construction site today, the wet cement/soil/mysterious rotting vegetation smell was not boding good health at all.
and i'm blogging nonstop trying to stop myself from doing any more retarded things since apparently they don't help anything, but damn straight i'm going to keep doing them jan july august and december until something happens.
this is yet another case of trying to convince myself i have nothing to lose even though i know i do. yup, after this long i'm still pining over that nikon competition, which has effectively loomed over my photo filtering and probably will for the rest of my life.
i don't know any more, posting and deleting and reposting my photos all the time is taking up a lot of space in my flickr account, but sometimes i can't stand thinking people are looking at my fugly shots and thinking i'm a gimmicky idiot (sure as hell i do that to them, so why shouldn't they?). i have a lovehate with dslrs now but 110 film is crazy expensive and i keep wasting shots forgetting to open the lens cover thing.
...
listing cheers me up.
number of cameras i have: 6 (including the dslr which isn't mine)
the film cameras - pink pano, blue actionsampler ripoff (which is quite sucky), 110 superheadz camera (damn awesome and adorable but the film is 10 bucks per roll). i generally use the pano if i feel like shooting film (which is close to never because i keep screwing up shots and feeling the money trickle away).
the digital ones - blue notworking camera (used to have awesome digitallomo effects before it died a horrible death because the shell was cracking and the sensor had seaweed on it :l ), black crappy camera, dslr (canon 450d). the black camera hasn't had batteries in it for about half a year since i started using the dslr.
mm k back to moping.
RuNDaRiA;
2:27:00 AM
doomdnndnndoomdnndnndoomdnndnndoomdnndnn.
getting damn annoying with hallelujah, it sounds wrong in a cool way when you play it properly but now it just sounds wrong cause i suck at this ogods.
today fma and i (HI I'M MENTIONING YOU REJOICE :l ) went to parkway and got stuff to make onigiri (we're going to double suicide of food poisoning tomorrow apparently) and played guitar hero (he got owned) and wandered around like morons.
right now i'm bored and can'tstudyish so instead planning my evil childish revenge cause it's more fun than being mature, and it's pretty damn justified considering how childish revengee is being. actually nah, it was mostly my fault, but still.
thinking of chopping all my hair off or doing some psycho tail hairstyle, but apparently can't until after SOY. dammit.
RuNDaRiA;
1:50:00 AM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
i'm an idiot wtf? some people when they KNOW they're going crazy and need to do something have the common sense to NOT do anything ffs.
RuNDaRiA;
10:10:00 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
1.6kth post:
i'm going crazy, i need to do something.
RuNDaRiA;
9:37:00 PM
sitting around learning emo songs (on my own, hallelujah, big yellow taxi) on the guitar. actually i'll be quite proud of myself if i manage to get hallelujah down properly. it goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift, the baffled king composing hallelujah.
hallelujah, hallelujah
hallelujah
hallelujah.
for the record, if i were a perfect balance/stackle puzzle you'd be failing the level. (cause i'm unstable, geddit geddit?)
RuNDaRiA;
2:01:00 PM
伤心。
and it's getting worse. holy shit, my ridiculous superstition about not seeing the toilet door closing actually works.
RuNDaRiA;
2:46:00 AM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
har har feel like replying to post not addressed to me but having a stomachache and too cranky to get maudlin so let's refrain. indigestion actually looks good compared to not being distracted by it.
after ages, pretty much decided on a d90. sadly hardly anyone i know uses nikon (but these non-nikon users nonetheless recommend it, not sure if this is a good omen or just greener-grassry) so no lens kopage, but borrowing leet lenses not much point since i have no skillz and will probably break them (if lucky) or manage to destroy small towns with my horrible camera handling abilities.
eoy was way depressing, didn't finish my stuff and went there with my two obedient teammates who did. watched sherlock holmes and talked about guys. not that i have a lot of guys to talk about, thanks, regardless of what certain preeple think.
recently, other than the past two days of madly sewing and gluing and burning myself, have been basically sleeping-eating-trying to study. am contemplating keeping a sleep log so i know if i'm actually sleeping a lot or just sleeping and bizarre times and being disturbed.
i felt quite ooc until a minute ago when i realised that i was being ooc and looked at it from the selfish horrible person point of view and realised i'd do the same thing anyway. in other words, not being bothered to do anything.
RuNDaRiA;
2:41:00 AM
Saturday, December 05, 2009
after about 7 hours of straight dslr comparison, it's rather scary how much of the big picture i can miss: i won't spend the rest of my life peering through a viewfinder. neither will i be a serious photographer. i'll amble along with or without my camera and have fun.
RuNDaRiA;
7:30:00 AM
Thursday, December 03, 2009
realised today: i hate my room. i'd rather live like those people in the before houses on renovaid than stay here with the
fucking ridiculous privacyless sliding door (even fma's downe's syndrome younger brother has a proper fucking door that his parents didn't install so their living room gets afternoon sun. it's a fucking living room for fuck's sake. it doesn't need vitamin d) which CAN'T BE LOCKED FOR FUCK'S SAKE (i'm starting to suspect my parents are repressed voyeurs who keep waiting to hear their daughter doing illicit things and refuse to install a decent fucking door)
and ridiculous typical hdb flat installation furniture or whatever the fuck you call it
and the humongous falling apart bargain cupboard that doesn't quite match the rest of the furniture
i hate the way that somehow, ALL my shelves can't support the weight of heavy books (?!?!?) and i keep getting threatened with books falling on me in the night.
and the way every time i want to throw something out my mum tells me not to for some ridiculous reason (can still wear!/throw away? but it can still be used), even if they're stuff she (this is so nice why don't you want it? no? - it appears mysteriously in my cupboard the next day anyway) forced on me in the first place.
therefore i am now hacking through my right sliding door with a hacksaw. it's quite fun. i am going insane. but it takes away the frustration.
RuNDaRiA;
11:42:00 PM
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
wilful pouty rage:
I WANT A RANGEFINDER. BUY ME A RANGEFINDER. a pretty leica one with dozens of pretty lenses.
dslr shopping is driving me insane. just as i'd decided on a canon 500d, i ask ash about it and oops it sucks. what on earth. want a nikon d90 because nikon has, frankly, lenses i'll actually use, but everyone else i know has canon so i can (supposedly) kope lenses off them. or what. clubsnap is saddening, the sales forum is completely confusing and i need help and the only person who can actually help thinks i'm a skanky little shiz because i can't be bothered to clarify and/or make up more rubbish to cover the previous rubbish. whoops.
wishlist to survive any impending trips:
canon: 500d/50d, nikon: d90/d300s/d700
basics, kit zoomy lenses: EITHER nikon 18-200mm OR 18-55mm kit AND 55-250mm with UV/IR filters and shiz
decent medium-large tripod and/or gorillapod
wireless remote (you have no idea how often i piss myself off needing one)
others in order of wantness:
fisheye*
50/35mm prime
anywhere from 100-300 prime
SWA (can just shop the fisheye shots, actually, but would be nice)
infrared passing filter for 18-200 or 55-250 or 50 or SWA
oh and i actually am updating my flickr. crappy peopleless photos i know.
*one of the reasons i'd rather get nikon: they have proper fisheyes for cropped frame. yes fisheyes are a nooby urge but i really want one. D: but then my fisheye will cost more than the body which makes less sense than you can imagine.
RuNDaRiA;
12:20:00 AM
the essence of ki:
today i was on the bus to bedok and there was a pasar malam selling these cute bags. one of them had Ki on it.
i started giggling madly reminiscing about various ki-related things. the only empty seat left in the whole bus was next to me.
yup, that's about it.
RuNDaRiA;
12:17:00 AM
::the one and only::
rundaria
eighthnovember
lavingroony; i eat babies
and love you too
'KinshisaretaShoumen;
'ForbiddenFacade
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